After so long not membebel sorank kat sini, sas yeah today i membebel oky !!!
As always he said "you cantik tak susah nak dapat pengganti, mesti cepat jerw nak move on" i was like erggg..... Are sure with your words dear ? When i said "hati i macam mana ?" he was like alah senang jerw tue.... Eh hello ! Im here got feeling ada hati macam manusia biasa gak... So what kalau cantik? Senang untuk i tukar ganti pasangan, hati nie macam xda perasaan kerw...??? Hermmmm....
If you read this, heyy i sedih taw bila you kata i jenis perempuan yg senang jerw nak dapat orang lain, got problem dengan you i dah siap ada spare dah, you buat i macam i nie tak sayang you jerw kan... Hermmmm... Sedih taw, sedih sgat bila someone yg i betul betul sayang cakap macam tue...
Rasa ada sekatan, everything I nak buat ada limit "OMG tht words was break my heart"
You know what i tried my best, tried hard supaya i nie tak jadi beban untuk u, tak jadi penghalang untuk you supaya u rasa bertuah ada i kat samping u, walaupun i tahu i tak mampu nak jadi sempurna untuk you but yeah i try... Tapi i tak sure lah kenapa you still rasa i nie penghalang untuk you, I nie buat kan you rasa you ada limit... Seriously i tak pernah halang you, you nak buat apa pun... And i tahu, you ada contact orang lain even keluar dengan orang lain kat sana kan, but i stay positive yang sayang i and you takkan duakan i. I tak halang you, i tak apa apa limit pun kat you sebab i tahu you tahu mana nak bezakan salah or betul... I failed !!!
Banyak lagi benda yang kena buat and need to focus on that thing !!! But not married, maybe married is the last in the list, and take maybe more than 5years. Yeahhh i got what you mean !!! Its okey keep going with your plan. Focus on your study, your career which is askar yang u memang aim tue, your goals, and your family if that all can make you happy and puas... Its okey about married life, InsyaAllah ada jodoh you akan kahwin ☺
Its okey, no worries I takkan buruk kan you and tak salah kan you pun, i know its my fault.
I almost giveup on us. I need to prepare myself. Honestly tak pernah sikit pun terfikir semua nie, sikit pun tak pernah terdetik dihati nie nak macam nie, but its happen... So need to prepare so xda lah meroyan kan... I don't know what will happen to me without you.
Dulu i selalu kata "Jangan Sayang Orang 100% ! Jangan Percaya dekat orang 100% ! Jangan Setia 100% ! Jangan Yakin 100% ! Jangan Letak Harapan kat orang 100% ! Nanti sakit diri sendiri and akan menyesal nanti...
Haaaa... Now makan diri i sendiri... Padan Muka kan ! Tue lahh pandai jerw pesan kat orangkan tapi diri sendiri tak boleh nak control...
👉 Sayang
👉 Percaya
👉 Setia
👉 Jujur
👉 Yakin
👉 Harapan
👉👉👉 Semua tue i letak terlalu banyak, more than 100%
The last thing i know myself, i know that i nie tak baik, nakal... Jangan jadikan i nie punca you jadi tak baik... You know my words... I know you are good person..,
"Open Relationship" Kalau itu yang you nak then i follow you... Its okeyyy I pasrah dengan apa yang nak jadi dengan kita.. If ada jodoh kahwin, kalau tak ada, tak adalah...
